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I've been to see N yesterday evening and again this morning. There seems to be no change. They were weaning her off of the Ventilator but about two this afternoon her respiration went up and they put her back in resting mode and will try again later.

I don't know if this is a setback or normal. I feel as if the ventilator is her current enemy and she needs to get away from that. When I see her in the hospital, sometimes she opens her eyes but I don't sense any recognition or even Her presence. It's almost a look of resignation.

Maybe I'm missing something.

Blessed be, G

Yes, G, you are. You forget about her story of the misplaced healing done for Randall Garrett, and the consequences. Most of her pagan friends "don't want to lose N". Many don't realize that her quality of life isn't, and the old N that I know and love would not want to "live" like this.

I have deliberately not done any healing work for her, except to work for whatever outcome is in *her* best interests, and defined by *her* wishes.

Damnit, G, let her die. That's what she's wanted for months now. You just won't hear it.

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Date: 2002-10-11 08:56 pm (UTC)

From:

ladyqkat.livejournal.com

Sympathies

Heartfelt sympathies for the situation you have been placed in. Knowing what someone's wishes are and being unable to do anything about is heartwrenching at best. I know the value you place on friendship and being able to help friends when you can, and can imagine how this is tearing you up inside.

May the Lady help this situation resolve in the best possible way for all concerned and involved. And may you continue to find the strength to stand by G and N through this most difficult time.

Bright blessings and Gentle Breezes